THE ADAM‘S APPLE

 

You stole the apple from Adam‘s hand and
fled through a mist of arms.

Your hair is wild, it escapes me like time.
You stole the noise from my heart.

The silence is wild, even laughs at god.
I am standing here still, sinking in tempest.

Have you got any bites left, Salome?
Here, on the precipice, snow is yet falling.

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КАЛЕМ

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Од Врбања моста,
па све до мађарске границе,
кроз ове врлети крв
кроји себи корито
и оставља горак калем.

Шкљоц!

Свињске главе
набијене на колац
нису увредиле оне
који морају проћи.

Њихов је дом испред
а иза прашина и јури
за њима отровна река од крви.

18. мај, 1992.

Четири стопала храбро утиру
газ између тајности и сведочанства

Чангрљање пушака

Десет испреплетаних прстију
који знају све о слободи

За неколико тренутака
сви ће знати што и они,
али ћутаће.

Одјекује Сарајево-поље.
Ћути мост.

DJINN

I stretch my smile, innocent before strangers. The past has arched up to the surface. From the deep corridors I know well, you escape so skillfully with your sticky horns.

From the profundity, one penetrates slowly, bending, feeling unbodied, heavy like a planet and down there the sun never shines.

The present is ripped and from the firmament of what is to come, underripe cherries are dripping on me. We are being separated by three years, ten thousand kilometers and countless pubic hairs pulled out. Your desires fly out of me and soar into the mexican sky.

I’m in a hurry while you use the moment to slowly dig into my ambitions. I am hiding from you that you are newborn in my arms, the blade and the glue. Again helpless, with my will torn apart, I fly towards you would we not merge together, but it is too late. Creation can not be interrupted, we are separated, I know, by the word – patience. Life emerges to the surface fresh, blind, cruel, divine, implacable and I will never be able to explain to you how painful are the swollen nipples of a woman nursing.

Only love can break through its own labyrinths.

 

 

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*WHAT IS A DJINN: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jinn

THE YARD

Yesterday I had a dream about the yard where I used to often fall down as a child. It was one of those strange, awfully long dreams, as it seems to us later while we wash our faces.
The yard was deserted for a long time, like hospital halls at dawn. Maybe it was just that the time passed so slowly, I can‘t find the right words. Suddenly a bird flew by low, coming out of the apricot treetop, which looked a lot more lavish than it really was years ago, before age set in and had completely dried it. It was a crow, I think it flew fast. Finally, the yard lit up, letting color in, and a child stepped under the tree. It looked like my sister, but it was younger, I’m not really sure any more. It wasn’t smiling, and yet, it was happy. It was standing at the bottom of the courtyard, speechless, slowly swaying it’s arms.

Apricots started falling from the sky like cannon balls – quiet and soft. The child grew up, like forced, and became a man. Was it me whom he said: ”Waiting is silence and confirmation”? He disappeared.

Cannon balls continued to fall down when I was already rubbing my bleary eyes.

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ARIZONA

On the high seas of the desert,

your hair is floating.

Arizona,

you are the harsh morning of my life,

and even colder as the night.

1863 days I sit still

in your lap full of sand.

You are beautiful, mum Arizona.

A little longer and I’ll sink

in your hip and in your thighs,

stone Hesychia,

and we will become one

– red silence.

 

 

ЏИН

 

Растежем осмех, невина пред странцима. Прошлост се извила до површине. Из дубоких ходника које добро знам, вешто бежиш улепљених рогова.

Из дубине се продире полако, повијајући се, осећајући се бестелесно, тешко као планета и доле никад не сија сунце.

Садашњост је поцепана и са свода онога што долази капају по мени недозреле трешње. Раздвајају нас две и по године, десет хиљада километара и безброј ишчупаних стидних длака. Из мене излећу твоје жеље и лете у мексичко небо.

Жури ми се, док ти користиш тренутак и споро се зариваш у моје амбиције. Кријем ти да одојче си у мом наручју, сечиво и лепак. Опет беспомоћна, покидане воље, летим ка теби не бисмо ли се спојили, али прекасно је. Креација не може бити прекинута, раздваја нас, знам, реч – стрпљење. Живот избија на површину свеж, слеп, суров, божанствен, неумољив и никада нећу моћи да ти објасним како боле набрекле брадавице дојиље.

Само љубав може продрети кроз сопствене лавиринте.

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¡DESCANSE EN PAZ LA GUERRA!

Aquí yace la codicia sin limites, que se comió a nuestro tiempo y a nuestros niños.

Aquí yace el miedo que entraba en nuestros frigoríficos, que se metió en nuestras camas y nos robó nuestras calles.

La fecha de nacimiento – desconocida. La fecha de muerte – ya era el tiempo.

Nadie te echará de menos.

Los poetas del mundo dicen SÍ A LA PAZ en el Encuentro Internacional de Poesía de Bogotá, Las líneas de su mano 9.

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Bogotá, Colombia, 2016.